Some stupid shit. When i moved, My mom wouldn't give me MY computer that was MY present for ME, even though she's a firm believer that if something is given as a gift, the person sohuld keep it. So figures the hypocrite would go back on her word. So now I don't have a computer and can't do anything. Like I stopped taking pictures b/c there's no point since i can't work on them. Even if i one of my friends would let me use their computer none of them have Photoshop. So GAY. Lame. Stupid. And all other things sucky. So I'm sorry folks (not that you really care) but I probably wont have any work for a while unless I drive 500 miles to atlanta and use my dads computer, which I probably will since I'm feeling desperate. So just wanted to let you know I haven't dropped off the face of the earth.

I've just been throwin' 'em out left and right. A picture here, manip there. And you people still show no love. none. It's ok though ,I forgive you.
I was pondering whether or not I should put up some of my old poems (pope knows I haven't written one in ages) but i'm not sure. Maybe I'll do a picture to go along with it or something. I dunno.
But I was looking through some old school projects I did trying to find the first ever photo manipulation I did. But I couldn't find it. I guess I never saved it to the disk. But it was actually kinda cool for it being a first time. I remember it was a bus picture I had taken from inside the back of the bus so you could see all the rows of seats. And I took the front of the bus off and replaced it with a spacey like scene and put a little boy looking up and made him the size of an ant. It was simple but I thought it was cool.
Anyways you're probably bored with me now so I'm out.
Peace and love and feta cheese.

I need to work on more manips or photog or wallpapers. But i've been out a lot and when I am home I'm too tired from being out. Maybe I'll start something today. Or finish something. I started coloring in a sketch I got from an anime book buuutttt it's hard work and tedious without a pen tablet. So, ehh, maybe you'll see something from me in the next week or so. Maybe another manip since those don't take me more than a few hours.

So the other night I was driving across the bridges and I looked over and the sun is setting and they sky is this really pretty deep orange and it's got some deep blue at the top, and there's the crescent moon and the two planets aligning. So I stop at this fishing spot to take a picture. Well it doesn't turn on because there's no batteries. So I'm like "aw man this sucks". But then I get to work last night and go to grab a pen out of my purse and what do I find? My freaking BATTERIES!! WTH man! Just my luck. The coolest picture I could've taken in my whole entire lifetime...gone. Because I didn't think to look in my purse. And that whole planet aligning thing wont be back for another 50 years. I'll probably be dead by then. Stupid purse eatin' my damn batteries...bastard...

In other news I will be uploading some stock (on my stock account mind you ~blacklacestock)

The peacock feather pictures may be the last I post for a while on account of I'm trying out writing. I can be a good writer when I want to be. Actually I've been wanting to read a book so bad lately. but I'm too broke to buy one so I thought, "Hey, why don't I just write my own" and so far it's working out. Sorta.

I didn't realize how much goes into a book. A LOT of forethought and research for sure. But so far it's pretty fun. I've started little stories before but I never put this much thought into it. I would just make stuff up as I went along and once I finished, go back and make sure everything tied together. But that was just for fun, because I didn't have a life. I'm actually getting really excited about it. I think it's mostly because it's about vampires and that is my favorite genre to read. (Nerdy I know)I've got half a note book filled up with details for this story, and I've still got a lot more. I keep thinking up new ways to add a twist. And also, with my humor gone will be the days of boring descriptions and endless details (which a lot of authors do and its soo dull). I think I draw a lot of that humor from my best friends who are both exceedingly goofy. And then of course you have my sarcasm. So yeah, I'm pretty excited about it.
I love it when I get a new idea and have to rush inside to right it down. It makes me feel good.
You probably don't care. I don't even know if any of you read my journals. You just fav pictures, and deep down, I love you for that.

Oh and if you're reading this, this December I'm going to have a feature for really good artists that don't get the appreciation they deserve.

Au revoir mes amis!

Oh! and I know this was meant to be because I was looking up a french word the other day and right below it was the word "coquin". If you don't know what it means, look it up. If you do know, you are one cool bastard. I have quite a few of them in my story.

Okay, goodbye for good now.


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Edit on 10/28/2008

I lieeeddd to you! I recently went up to Alabama in what is generally called the BFE (aka middle of friggin NOWHERE!). It was actually very nice up there. I got to go in my first old and decrepit house. Very fun, I may do it again.

But anyways, I was posting this to give you all a heads up on that I will be posting a couple more pictures. And THEN that will be the last for a while....maybe. I'm not making promises. But it's probably the truth as I'm too broke to go anywhere except work. Also, this kind man, *wynnter89 has agreed to draw a tattoo for me, which I know is going to cost at least two weeks pay for me, and that will put me into the "Starving Artist" category. Although I'm not technically since my friends like to feed me (although a little too much, I'm getting a pouch).

I would also like to take this chance to say, waist cinchers and true corsets hurt like hell. I wore one last night for a little too long perhaps and thought I was going to fall over. But I looked damn good. The price for beauty.

Until next time.

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GHOSTS ARE IN MY CAMERA!!! AAHH!! lol

Seriously though, I ALWAYS have my camera's ISO set at 400. Never more never less, unless absolute need be. Anything over that is usually waaay way too grainy. But for some reason my ISO was at 800. 800!!! That's like over 9,000!!!! So most of my pictures from the Alabama trip were grainy beyond repair but I can't really tell on my 2" camera screen so I couldn't correct it in time. And the area where it tells me what my ISO is like super tiny. I need a bigger screen dammit! I'm "saving" up for a DSLR though. That's after tattoo expenses though. And Christmas. And insurance. And my credit card. Damnit..... So I only got two postable non-stock images and only one of them is actually good. Oh well I got to ride a four-wheeler for the first time.

And speaking of ghosts, I went ghost hunting a couple weeks ago. That was pretty lame.

I'll be uploading some stock images sometime in the next few days so be on the lookout!!! (if you use stock)